Medioker's writing

We meet clumsy and guilty each other. Because I am wrong and you are always right. You don't want anymore to be I touched. Whereas all parts of my body remember exactly how hold in your hand, hug you, make the same step and then on the last meeting of that tiring day kiss your lips hardly. I know You hate that, but hi, I am not expert for kissing. Perhaps I am not expert for expressing the feeling. But you and I know that we are together no more. We are not pair of sweetheart anymore, and all of memories and our habit which we did are just one drop of memories that are ordinary. You are still beautiful like the first time we met. Beautiful, bewitch, breathtaking and make me always weak. Hair and body smell nice and gaze of your eyes can see the lying. You know I always lie, and not loyal, but you accept it as the condition makes you say “I might as well”. But of course, coral reef has a crack itself and each mountain has blowup itself. Maybe those are not importa...

Banyak yang tak bisa tidur, makan tak nafsu dan susah menjalani kehidupan sehari-hari dengan ceria karena gagal move on. Ya, apalagi ketika pacarmu kelewat tampan, lucu, atau manis dan cantik. Banyak orang-orang yang bersumpah serapah ketika melihatmu berjalan berdua dengannya. Setidaknya niat ingin membacok kepalamu menjadi dua bagian adalah opsi kedua setelah ingin meludahi wajah seketika itu. Tapi sepertinya itu berlebihan, namun ini menjadi wajar. Mungkin perihal kecemburuan, kesirikan ataupun memang mindset kita yang demikian. Apa ya salah, seseorang yang katakanlah tak tampan berpacaran dengan perempuan kepalang cantik, atau perempuan yang dari segi fisik sangatlah tidak membuat bergairah justru digandeng dengan laki-laki ganteng maksimal. Hal seperti itu tidak salah, tapi sudut pandang kitalah yang menganggap itu tak lazim dan seperti ada nilai-nilai kedzaliman yang tersirat. Sama halnya dengan harapan ataupun rencana. Seringkali kita gagal move on setelah ...

You know the feeling of longing but can not show it ? Perhaps you know. We know it. It is impossible to get rid of the feeling during overnight because the news from afar. But what is that feeling exactly ? What is not a feeling? How can we understand where is sincere and which ones are just a mere rag? You can never understand this, as I do. But we know that there is missing and that feeling grow s . What are united by God but inextricably separated human? But otherwise it is easy and certainly will happen. We know about that. We're pretending not to see it. You and I are being retained and forced surrender. Either with betraying or wishing hard to same from something which we call mother. But what for is the reason? What for explains if indeed then we split up in the end. Is n't farewell now and later the same? Equally farewell . Delaying the wound is stupid, as well as keep the missed meeting to much . Who can make logic when fall ing in love? Who can...