Medioker's writing

We meet clumsy and guilty each other. Because I am wrong and you are always right. You don't want anymore to be I touched. Whereas all parts of my body remember exactly how hold in your hand, hug you, make the same step and then on the last meeting of that tiring day kiss your lips hardly. I know You hate that, but hi, I am not expert for kissing. Perhaps I am not expert for expressing the feeling. But you and I know that we are together no more. We are not pair of sweetheart anymore, and all of memories and our habit which we did are just one drop of memories that are ordinary. You are still beautiful like the first time we met. Beautiful, bewitch, breathtaking and make me always weak. Hair and body smell nice and gaze of your eyes can see the lying. You know I always lie, and not loyal, but you accept it as the condition makes you say “I might as well”. But of course, coral reef has a crack itself and each mountain has blowup itself. Maybe those are not importa...

Banyak yang tak bisa tidur, makan tak nafsu dan susah menjalani kehidupan sehari-hari dengan ceria karena gagal move on. Ya, apalagi ketika pacarmu kelewat tampan, lucu, atau manis dan cantik. Banyak orang-orang yang bersumpah serapah ketika melihatmu berjalan berdua dengannya. Setidaknya niat ingin membacok kepalamu menjadi dua bagian adalah opsi kedua setelah ingin meludahi wajah seketika itu. Tapi sepertinya itu berlebihan, namun ini menjadi wajar. Mungkin perihal kecemburuan, kesirikan ataupun memang mindset kita yang demikian. Apa ya salah, seseorang yang katakanlah tak tampan berpacaran dengan perempuan kepalang cantik, atau perempuan yang dari segi fisik sangatlah tidak membuat bergairah justru digandeng dengan laki-laki ganteng maksimal. Hal seperti itu tidak salah, tapi sudut pandang kitalah yang menganggap itu tak lazim dan seperti ada nilai-nilai kedzaliman yang tersirat. Sama halnya dengan harapan ataupun rencana. Seringkali kita gagal move on setelah ...

You know the feeling of longing but can not show it ? Perhaps you know. We know it. It is impossible to get rid of the feeling during overnight because the news from afar. But what is that feeling exactly ? What is not a feeling? How can we understand where is sincere and which ones are just a mere rag? You can never understand this, as I do. But we know that there is missing and that feeling grow s . What are united by God but inextricably separated human? But otherwise it is easy and certainly will happen. We know about that. We're pretending not to see it. You and I are being retained and forced surrender. Either with betraying or wishing hard to same from something which we call mother. But what for is the reason? What for explains if indeed then we split up in the end. Is n't farewell now and later the same? Equally farewell . Delaying the wound is stupid, as well as keep the missed meeting to much . Who can make logic when fall ing in love? Who can...

N o mighty is in violence. To whoever it is . If you a re gentleman then you feel powerful and great because of hurting women, there is something wrong in your humanity. You probably born from a rock, perhaps you are born ed from the womb of man. I a m not talking about morality or norm. I a m talking about how human should be treated. How you treat others is a reflection of how life is tought . You could be similar animals which just can be down and work, or you are like barbaric animals wh ich want to prey on, or you could act like a doing human . Honor and respect the sovereignty of another human body as you want to be appreciated and respected as living beings. But of course not all of men want to behave like a human. Or not all of men think like human. M ore of us are no t better than a pig eating and sleeping, or rodent mice and intercourse. Human beings who have to live like a lonely dirt. Odor, rancid and disturbing. But these men c an appear noble. C...

You can fall in love. Preparing excitement, let the feathers of a butterfly wings in your stomach falls scattered. Keep it as happiness without pause. You can do it. Make people love you. Being concerned about you. Being stunned and stupefied with all the smiles and simplicity that you have. You can. I know it, you have a heart as big as the ocean and inventiveness as the sun in August. Emanating h ubbub is without hatred. You can fall in love. You can always fall in love. But you're hard to hate. I do not know, or probably in the fact I never really knew you. I might just pretend to know. You and I are actually tha foreigners who kept secrets each others . You can fall in love. With all the joy that fell from the glass of lemonade is which holds the honey, lemon and ice cubes in the blistering cold. Or it could be a glass of hot tea with ginger and a bowl of meatballs which you really like. Perhaps this longing. Perhaps this is just a mere emptiness. Perhaps it is bot...

The silence is extremely terrible. It uproots the contents of your chest then throws it on the sidewalk like a piece of unwanted babies. When The silence comes, you try to survive desperately. It Tries to find anyone who may help to fulfill the void. Slowly, the silence has been making you enjoy at home, makes you familiar and makes you as comfortable with that all of solitude. You are made alone, fear, doubt, worry and then the panic is forced to realize that you are alone. Do You know? There is no wound which can not heal, it leaves a mark, but it can be healed. Maybe you are going to feel the pain occasionaly. The Happiness is not the grace of god. it is the result of the mathematical equations too simple to understood the philosophy. The Virtue is anywhere. You just need to be nice and have common sense and is not too much to think. I incubate a wound dear. and later, if it hatches to give you happiness. My prayer is simple, i hope you never feel tired to happ...

Pak Owo dan Pak Owi adalah kakak adik. Meskipun bukan dalam arti yang sebenarnya, mereka bukanlah saudara kandung, tapi Pak Owo dan Pak Owi pernah bersahabat baik serta berpasangan untuk sebuah misi. Misinya yaitu bersiap menggantikan posisi kepala desa Indobolon. Namun, setelah dua periode Kepala desa Indobolon, yaitu Pak Bey akan berakhir. Pak Owo dan Pak Owi tak lagi menjadi saudara seperti sebelum-sebelumnya. Kami pun warga desa dibuat tak menyangka atas sikap keduanya. Sekarang, tahun 2014 Pak Owo dan Pak Owi bersaing, berebut, saling sikut untuk menggantikan posisi Pak Kades Bey yang sifatnya sedikit cengeng. *** Di desa kami, segalanya serba melimpah. Pertanian terhampar luas, padi berlimpah. Tapi sejak sebelum Pak Bey jadi kades, yaitu semenjak Pak Har memimpin sangat lama, tiga-puluhan tahun. Beliau lebih suka membeli beras dari luar desa, memproyekkan segalanya, menyerahkan tambang-tambang yang ada di ujung timur desa kami, yaitu tambang emas. Entahlah, apa ...